Nix's Blurbs.

"Life is beautiful but people are crazy".

i haven't gotten my montly visit for nearly 2 months now. YES, i am anxious, but yet, i'm pretty damn sure that one of the possible reasons is because i've never gotten enough sleep these past few months. i'm kinda worried too though, because lately, i've been feeling my cramps hurting, but nothing happened in the end :| some people i know are now trying to build up their own speculations out if this, which i find really funny because HELLO? i'm not the kind of person you think i am :)

i'm trying to learn to compose my own song. it really is one of my dreams ever since, to write my own song. i wanna be more music inclined. i wanna learn how to play an instrument; preferrably the guitar. i wanna be in a group of band. i wanna learn something new. i wanna make my life worth living.

i love love love the Verzikhulo's rendition of Hawak Kamay. damn, LSS! haha. double great job Kim, Jay, Dan, and everyone else in Verzikhulo.. damn guys, i salute you all. haha! kick some asses man [: if you wanna listen to their own rendition, click HERE. trust me, it's hella LSS. Kim, you still need to send me the file of this song. haha. i wanna put it in my ipod already! Keep rockin' you guys [: you make meeee and alotta people happy.

i knew you weren't gonna leave. i also knew you weren't gonna win the textvotes 'cause of what Ate Adela told me, but hey, you kicked some asses today Irish [: you make me proud! teehee. don't ever give up, especially now that there's only 10 of you left in the academy and will soon be 6 in just a couple of weeks. the competition gets tighter and tighter each day and i must say, all of you guys improved. don't chu worry Irish, everyone knows you're gonna make it to the top 6, and so do i [: you have my support 'til the very end. haha! just keep kicking asses every Saturday. you're on the right track girl [: everyone loves you!

ps. new layout [: i made it myself. i made two layouts today out of boredom but the first one i made was crap so i ended up deleting it [: oh yeah, this is best viewed in Mozilla Firefox so don't forget to download it if you still haven't.. the best software ever [:

i told my mom i want to have a Luau for my 17th. [like everyone's gonna be in their bikini and we're gonna rent a pool place thing] but she hasn't told me her decision yet. haha. but seriously though, i really want to have a Luau. i mean, with just my close friends and those who i just keep in touch with, the most [: sounds fun right? yeahh, it's just really up to my mom because i'm also gonna be wearing braces in 4 months :[ i miss my dentist. thank God he's filipino. hahaha.