i feel like shit.

i wish i can still be as skinny as i was 4 months ago :| [click the picture to enlarge] i mean, look at me now. obviously, i don't like how i look anymore :| i feel like i'm soo fat, even if majority of the people are against it. i gained soo much weight ever since i quit going out with my friends every single day and going home suuper late. i miss my old life :| i miss being skinny. but i guess i'm happy about the way life treats me now. i just really hate how i gain weight each and every day of my life. err. it's annoying. no more coca cola. haha jaykay! i mean, look at that picture on the left and look at my picture now. they're suuper way different from each other, aren't they? haha well, just imagine how i look now. hahaha! if you see me every day at school, you know what i'm saying [: you feel me ? haha.

i'm sick again :| mom bought me a basket of fruits today which consists mostly of apples, bananas, and oranges. thanks ma [: i've been eating them since earlier, and up and until now, my throat still itches :| i feel horrible. i have a feeling i would most probably lose my voice tomorrow because i don't have my normal voice at this moment anymore. today at school, when i was taking the finals for Chem, i kept on barking [coughing] like a dog. it was irritating, especially since i had that pressure in me while taking the damn test. when finals were over, i left the freaking classroom right away and coughed my heart out. err. it was aweful. when i came home, i took a rest for awhile and drank lots and lots of water, which didn't work, actually :| so instead, i just took a long warm shower and rested for another while. guess what? it didn't work either. i still feel aweful up to now :| whaa. i don't know what to do anymore.

anyways. i'm not going to school tomorrow :| today was my last day. hahaha! oh yeah, yesterday, Iris and I went to Mcdonalds and hung out there for quite a while, then *censored* came with *censored*. whaaaa. me and Iris were laughing like hell. *censored* saw us and even said hi to me. it was funny 'cause we were just talking about *censored* before they came, then suddenly, they just appeared out of nowhere. but omg, i got soo effin shocked i couldn't believe my eyes with what i saw -_- shit man. that's totally screwed.

Christmas is coming [: my mom is taking me shopping on Saturday! yeahyuhh! we're spending Christmas at either my Uncle's house or Tita Dina's [my mom's bestfriend's house]. my mom still hasn't decided but either one, it's fine with me. haha. so, should i stop now, or should i not? uhmm. i guess i should. i mean, STOP now. hahaha weird. my throat's killing me :|

who said i look cute asleep? hahaha "i look cute MY ASS". hahaha! you know you wanna sleep with me [; haha jaykay. i <3