And I know it's hard but I gotta do it, And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time, Right time to say goodbye.
[Say Goodbye - Chris Brown] thumbs up!

wahsuhh hawmies? what it do, what it do? haha :)) ya'll listen to me, aight? haha :)) i sound GAY, fa'sho. i always do that to piss my friends off, acting gangtuhh-ish and shit. haha :)) okayy, now, try to picture me talking like that. haha :)) FUNNY, i swear. anywaaaaaaaaaays....

last night was kuhh-raaazy. my YM was acting all fucked up and shit. it kept going on and off, ggrrr :| but anyways. had a conference with two of the best people online: Niv and Carl [Neve & Carllah] haha :)) they're soo demented, but i love 'em like kuhh-raaazy. finally heard Carllah's voice. hahaha :)) State Of the Nation Address, mahn. haha :)) i looove her voice. aawe. i've always wanted a lil sister : oh well. haha :)) Neve owes us a song :) YA'DIGG? :))

Carl, i'm soo happy for you :) you really deserved it, girl. and that letter/card thing, don't worry about it anymore, i'm pretty sure Ateh Irish would wanna read that too :) i'm suuure, she'd wanna meet up with you too :) just keep believing, and keep loving her. thanks for the message [uhh, on the lil video audio thingymajigg] haha :)) your voice is too cuuuute. :)) i was laughing, not at you, but because you're very appreciative :) that's what i like the most in a person, and i rarely meet someone who has that quality :) you're a one lucky girl, keep that in mind, because there are a bunch of other people out there, who are dying to hear Ateh Irish's voice :) ILY ading [is that an Ilocano word?] :) don't change!

Neve, i hate you :| YES, i do. i told you NOT to post the thing, but you still did :| EMBARASSING! haha :)) okayy, whatever. uhh, here i go again. haha :)) i know you hate this, and i do too, now :)) but, but, but, no i'm not gonna thank you if that's what you think, hahaha, but, but, but, i wanna hear you sing :) i've been hearing a lot about you lately, and uhh, i'm pretty sure you're as good as, uhh, someone really good :) haha, NONSENSE, but yeah :) you're the BOMBDIGGITY! i've no idea why you love giving surprises to people, either, but let me tell you this, some people wait a lifetime, for a moment like this. hahahahaha :)) JAYKAY :) kuhh-raaaazy. come here already, you jigguh :)) it's easier for us to meet up once you're here already. bwahaha :))

CHILL GIRLS, CHILL :) I LOVE YOU BOTH, FROM BITS TO PIECES :)

Well I may be dreaming but til I awake..Can we make the dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share for a moment like this

shit :)) haha. Ateh Irish, i really want you to sing this song. ggrrr. oooooh, i can't believe it's happening to meeeee.. haha :)) anyways, YEAH. i love you, we love you :)

Kelly, i don't like you as a person, but i hella love your damn songs! ggrrr. i can relate to all of 'em. how's that? :)) you're gggrrrrreat :) keep recording beeyooteeful songs. haha :))

oh waaait. this is kuhh-raaaazy :))

Me: Mom, what does SONA stand for? Is it Speech of the Nation Address?
Mom: haha :)) anong Speech? it's State, not Speech.
Me: ooh. hahaha :))

Ateh Rharha, quit laughing at me :)) i dint know, okayy? :)) haha.

'NUFF SAID. KTHANKSBYEE.



CARLLAH, I LOVE YOU :) STOP CRYING NOW! HEHEHE.

grrrr. now i can't help but sing... "You.I.. we can be together.." hahaha :)) shoot, you guys are awesome. haha :)) Neeeevee, it's your turn. haha :))

* // edit

holyshit. okayy, Khayns. explain this to me, NOW. ohmygahdd. haha :)) duuude, i don't know what to say :| 'cause like, there's this one guy i was really really close with last year. he was a senior, and i was a sophomore. then like, after he graduated, we lost in touch, which was really sad. and the worst part was, we got in a fight, and we didn't talk for like a year. haha. and now, when he found out my new YM, he added me right away, and just awhile ago, he pm'ed me, and here's what happened. OMG.

Raymond: hi
Nixxieee :): hi
Raymond: i missed you
Nixxieee :): wahah.
Raymond: did you miss me?
Nixxieee :): haha. really?
Nixxieee :): how you been?
Raymond: yeah. we didnt talk for more than a year.
Raymond: im fine but i really missed you
Nixxieee :): haha okayy.
Raymond: didnt you miss me?
Nixxieee :): not really
Nixxieee :): jaykay :))
Raymond: Nixxxxxxx
Nixxieee :): i didnt even recognize you.
Raymond: i need to tell you something
Nixxieee :): what ?
Raymond: can you go out with me?
Raymond: we used to be really close anyways
Nixxieee :): the heck?
Nixxieee :): why ?
Raymond: kuzzzzzz
Raymond: cant you go out with me?
Nixxieee :): ahah.
Nixxieee :): i dont know.
Raymond: i love you since then
Raymond: didnt you know that?
Raymond: i did
Nixxieee :): for'reals? what about Kel? didn't you go out with her?
Nixxieee :): haha
Raymond: ohhh me???
Raymond: hell no
Nixxieee :): haha
Nixxieee :): what about K-anne?
Raymond: ohhh
Raymond: i dont even talk to her anymore
Raymond: who told you i was going out with her??
Nixxieee :): haha.
Nixxieee :): noone.
Nixxieee :): i thought you guys were on.
Nixxieee :): hehe
Raymond: no for real who said that?
Raymond: no i really miss you
Raymond: well never be together
Raymond: no chance
Nixxieee :): hahaha
Nixxieee :): you suck.
Nixxieee :): you shocked the heck outa me.
Raymond: noooooooo for real im serious
Raymond: can we?
Nixxieee :): idk.
Raymond: why?
Raymond: c'mon
Nixxieee :): the heck?
Raymond: i really missed you
Raymond: what?
Nixxieee :): just because you missed me doesnt mean we can be together.
Nixxieee :): ahaha/
Raymond: how about our old bondings?
Raymond: its like we didnt become close
Nixxieee :): uhmm. we're friends anyways.
Raymond: i know but i want more than that
Raymond: did k-anne tell you anything?
Nixxieee :): shit.
Nixxieee :): no. why ?
Raymond: then how di you know i was going out with her?
Raymond: cmon pls???????????
Raymond: pls
Raymond: pls
Raymond: pls
Raymond: pls
Nixxieee :): hahah duude.
Nixxieee :): relax.
Raymond: what now?
Nixxieee :): im talking to this one guy.
Nixxieee :): do you know Chris?
Raymond: ohhhh
Raymond: Who's Chris? Chris Remorin?
Nixxieee :): no.
Nixxieee :): Chris *deleted*
Raymond: nope i dont know him
Nixxieee :): oh.
Nixxieee :): okayy.
Raymond: and i dont plan on knowing him
Nixxieee :): haha
Raymond: i want you
Nixxieee :): the heck?
Raymond: do you still have the same number?
Nixxieee :): which one?
Nixxieee :): no, i dont have a phone anymore
Nixxieee :): my mom had to cut it off cause of my bill.
Raymond: thats messed up
Raymond: aight i got to go
Raymond: go out with the homies
Nixxieee :): okayy.
Nixxieee :): take care.

OKAYY! I DUNNO. BUT. UHM. I'M LOST.

Joone: Nixx i thought were hanging out?
Nixxieee :): when??
Joone: NOW
Joone: WHATS YOUR #
Joone: YOU SAID YOU WERE GONNA GIVE IT TO ME
BUZZ!!!
Nixxieee :): as in now?
Nixxieee :): SHOOT.
Nixxieee :): AHAHA i can't leave right now
Nixxieee :): THE HECK ???
Nixxieee :): TOMORROW ??
Joone: OH lets try
Joone: SO whats your #?
Joone: so i can call you later
Nixxieee :): okayy\
Nixxieee :): 619 *deleted
Joone: OH so whats up?
Nixxieee :): shit.
Nixxieee :): uhmm raymond....
Nixxieee :): ahaha.
Nixxieee :): he asked me out.
Nixxieee :): ahaha,.
Joone: for real?
Nixxieee :): yeah just now.
Joone: what did you say?
Nixxieee :): i dont know
Nixxieee :): ehehe
Joone: but do you like him?
Joone: hes nice anyways
Joone: were close dude
Joone: hes not gonna fuck you up
Joone: but what do you think?
Joone: do you like him?
Nixxieee :): no.
Nixxieee :): sorry.
Joone: thats ok.
Joone: just go out with me
Joone: hehe jk
Nixxieee :): haha
Joone: why did you laugh
Nixxieee :): nothing.
Joone: dont you like me?
Joone: hhmmm
Nixxieee :): hmmm.
Nixxieee :): why?
Joone: kuz you dont love me?
Nixxieee :): uhhh. the heck?
Nixxieee :): whats up with you guys ?
Joone: hehe
Joone: im just joking you
Nixxieee :): what is up?
Joone: hahaha
Nixxieee :): i know
Joone: hehe
Joone: but i still love you
Joone: as a friend u know dat
Nixxieee :): yes :) i love you as a friend :)

ugh. i don't know. i'm ready to go out again. but nothing serious. i just wanna have fun and enjoy life :| ugghh. i wanna be single for awhile. haha :)) i might go out with Joone tomorrow, but that's all :)