i want you to buuuuuurn.... burn for me, baby :)

forget about my last post :) i didn't know what i was thinking earlier. my mind was like all the way in freaking Afghanistan :( i think i just miss my old mom. i hate being in an argument with her, but i just don't know what to do anymore :'(

anyways... i loved ASAP today :) Ate Irish was soo cuuute dancing "Kembot" towards the ending :)) haha. she's such a kid at heart. and then, i chatted with Ate Rharha for like the longest time ever :)) i didn't let her sleep. haha. last night was hella cuhh-raaazy, i tell you :) after i saw the date of Ate Irish's concert here on the screen last night, i couldn't stop screaming anymore. ohmygahdd, seriously, it feels like God is really trying to make the distance between me and Ate Irish closer and closer each day. ILOVEIT! i couldn't ask for more. oohkae, you might say i'm craaaazy, but hell, can't i be? haha. the concert's gonna be held at the Spreckles, Theatre, which i told you before is like 10 minutes or so away from my house. i just felt like crying last night. crying because of nothing but puuure happiness. ILOVEGOD! he never really fails to surprise with something new every day. now i can't wait 'til April 22nd. i know it's like more than a month away from now, but for me, it's like tomorrow already. nah'mean? i'm soo damnn stoked. hahaha. see? i was all feeling sad earlier, but after i remembered this, i just started smiling out of nowhere. haha :)) yeah, yeah, yeah :)

i love love love Ate Irish :) always have - always will. i wish i can talk to her, though :D

while watching The Hills :) my popcorn was burnt.

see the straight, blue line on there? shizzz. see? i told you :) it's liiike 14 minutes away from my house. damnit, i can't wait any longer ='(

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i cried a lot today, but i am satisfied now :) my eyes are kind of swollen, though, and i feel sleepy :'( oh well. NO WORRIES, i'm ok now :) inhaaaaale.... exhaaaaale!

idk what my homework for Chemistry is. i checked my school's website, specifically my teacher's, but it's not in there :'( laaaaame. i'm not scared or anything, but i'm just worried. we're getting our report cards tomorrow. i plan on not coming home tomorrow, but.. what do i do?

4 more days, but i'm not excited. NOT EVEN a little bit. i'm sooo sad :'(

"i wish that it could be just like before."