I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU :(

"Why do we always seem to want what we can't have?"
well. i don`t know how to start this entry but all i know is that everyone i know feels sorry for Mara [my solid hater ever since] now. aawe! poor lil pig. i meant, poor lil kid. ahaha. gahdd, i feel a lot sorry for you (: you have such a high pride and the more you show it to people, the more they tend to feel sorry for you. rawr, that`s kinda ironic but it`s true. you have such a low self-esteem that you over dream too much about things that you don`t even have. ahaha! oh and by the way: learn how to write proper english, spell right english, and speak good english! ahaha! well, i don`t think you belong here anyway ((: ahaha!

warning: random post ahead; so please bear with me (:

Pakner. i miss miss miss you soo much (: those four letter word is not even enough to express how much i miss you. haha drama! but seriously, i miss the old times. i rarely catch you online anymore. or shall i say - i never catch you online anymore =(( aawe, how sad is that ? but oh well. i still love you pakner. ahaha :)) and yeah, don`t mind about that girl [referring to Mara ofcourse]. people these days are trying to be someone that they`re not. we should love our haters because they make our lives complete (: ahaha. we love you Mara (:

moving on! dear Christine and Jhoann, i miss you both oh soo much! we need some "Pee Pee Gee" bondings before school starts again in uhh, October something. ahah. i miss you both oh soo much even though the last time i saw you guys aren`t that long enough (: ahaha i`m soo shallow, but damn. i wanna see you both soo bad. let`s kick it sometime. plan something out. i thought we`re going out tomorrow ? ahaha (:

haha dudes and dudettes (: freakin' Mara won`t leave the fuck outa me. ahaha. she freakin' loves me oh soo much. i swear to all the goddesses, if you start a conversation with her, she wouldn`t talk about anything but lies about her and her pathetic life. She has a lonely life, that`s why she overdreams too much. but like my friends told me "pagbigyan mo na lang. kung yan ang kasiyahan nya eh, then let her be". ahaha, you`re right guys (: i`ll just let you drown with your lame fairytale dreams (: poor lil Mara. if you were just leaving here in San Diego right now, you might have been bullied by soo many people already and you will live a very pathetic life forever.. haha! *sing with me* LONELY, POOR LIL PIGGY! hahahahaha =)) whew! i love talking about you in my site (: ahaha. i just love getting you embarassed in front of all the people who read my blogs. ahah! too bad, they all feel BAD for you.. ahaha!