"All truths are easy to understand once they are discovered; the point is to discover them" - Galileo Galilei

two days of not having DSL is totally self-destruction. swear to God, if i never got it back today, i would`ve most probably killed myself already. *sigh*, please don`t take my DSL away from me anymore. so yeah. here`s what happened: yesterday was really really lame. i was in a very bad mood for not having my DSL, so i called AT&T and asked them what was up with it. unfortunately, the person i was talking to on the phone didn`t wanna tell me why they cut my DSL off and they even demanded that they wanted to talk to my mom. since my mom was at work during that time, she still didn`t get to talk to that freakin' girl on the phone.. err! i hated her. so this morning, i got in a huge fight with my mom AGAIN! pshh, what`s new ? so like yeah. when both of us were okay already, i called AT&T again and passed the phone to her so that she could talk to that annoying lady again. haha. thank God it was a different person now. then when my mom hung up the phone, she said that the lady told her that my DSL will be back within 2-4 hours because unfortunately, they received our payment for this month a lil late so they had to cut it off. pssh, how lame is that? but oh well. i`m soo happy now that my DSL is back again. haha. if it happens again, i`m gonna die for sure. haha. i can`t live without internet man. i hate using that freakin' Dial up thing. it`s too freakin' slow. but yeah! i`m soo happy. can`t you feel it? hahaha.

okayy! so yesterday was a shortened day! we got off at 1:10PM and i made them aya to eat at the Vietnamese Noodle House. haha! Thanks to Ate Agnes for the ride. haha. there was like a total of 7 of us in the car plus Ate Agnes the driver, and Thea. so there was 9 of us in there. wondering how we fit in? ASK ME! hahaha jayykayy! so we arrived at the Noodle House while Christine got money from the bank. i ordered "Wonton Noodle Soup with beef rolls" and a lemonade ofcourse. haha! AS USUAL! i love love love Wonton Soup; especially the one from Chowking. haha. so yeah. we were there for like the longest time. haha! we kept on laughing and laughing over stupid stuffs. i love talking to them. haha! Ninang is soo freakin' hi-la-rious. [grabeh ang punch lines. hahaha] i <3 you Ninang. then yeah! the guy there kept looking at me and Ninang. hahaha! he even waved at us when we looked at him. haha. i was all "OKAY?". hahaha then Joyce, Olive and Rodette started laughing. haha! we left there at around 3ish i guess! we paid over $50 just for our food. gadd, that`s A LOOOOT. okay now i`m broke. haha well, not really! i was the one who invited them anyways [: i <3 you girls. unfortunately, we didn`t have any picture because none of us brought a camera that day. well well well, i still haven`t bought a lithium coin yet. it`s koz i haven`t been to Walmart in awhile. i`ll try next week though.

yesterday during 6th was soo freakin' shady and funny and odd. Chris was being green again. haha. then Mark added too. then Gave. haha! STAY AWAY from me lil assholes. haha jaykay. i love those three guys. well, except Mark sometimes. he took the eraser my brother gave me. shit! oh well. Chris still owes me In-N-Out. haha. Yee owes me chocolate [: Laditrick is soo freakin' awesome. Gabe is the coolest [: I love Gabe. haha! yes i do [: i <3 it when he flirts with me. he said he likes me, but.... there are some certain things going on. hahaha! i still love you Gabe [: the day before yesterday was also cool [: after school, Mac walked me home. aawe, how sweet of him. he really waited for me outside of school just to walk me home. he said he got suspended for three days -_- aawe! the reason shall not be posted here. PRIVACY NEEDED! it was lame though. pshh. oh well! we talked about a ton of stuff when we were walking [: Thanks again Mac. i miss you too. haha! yeah, i used to be in his PE class before i got switched to RO. i miss him. [: Thanks Mac. love you.

okayy. so i feel like i`m closer to the guys now. i don`t know why. i think it`s because girls are plastics! NO OFFENSE! girls really are plastics. they`re good at making up stuff. so anyway. there are still a lot of girls out there who i trust [: i just hope they won`t change [: yesterday, when we were walking out of school, someone grabbed me from the back and tightly hugged me. at first, i wondered who it was. then when i looked over, it was Hannah [: she tried to talk to me but i just ignored her. i know it was lame and stupid and all, but i just didn`t wanna talk to her. she asked me why i was mad at her but i didn`t answer. not even a signal. idk, things are different now. but i still miss the old times.. yupp, i used to be really really close with her, but something between us and our "barkada" happened and we started to tear apart. i don`t even know if there`s still "Officials ng Barkada" going on right now. all of us just changed so fast! we don`t even hang out with each other anymore. well, i still hang out with everyone except Hannah and Rhon. i don`t think i still want to talk to her though.

Hannah - i know we`re not OKAY! that`s too obvious. thanks though, for trying to talk to me and fix things up but i`m just NOT ready! maybe when things aren`t heating up between us anymore, i can talk to you. but this is not the right time yet. YES, i`m mad at you. YES, i kinda hate you, but i still treat you as a friend. you were once my bestfriend. well, one of my bestfriends. we were super close before, but things just happened. i hope you understand my part too. I MISS YOU. ofcourse that won`t go away. we were friends for a looong ass time. i just really didn`t like how you acted these past few months. i know we can still fix things up. not just now. don`t rush me, PLEASE?

Kel - i miss you soo bad. 3 months of not talking to each other was really a disaster. i hated what happened to our barkada because it led everyone of us to not talk to each other. i miss you soo much. i know things have already been said but i`m just glad that things are starting to go back to normal again. i miss you Wifey [: remember that conference we had 3 months ago about our barkada! we all opened up to each other and i was touched with what you said. i spent Christmas and New Years with you last year and i will never ever forget that. i was really really touched by how you said it. "alam nyo ba? nung Christmas saka nung New Years, kami ni Jaja ang magkasama".. then everybody stared saying "aaawe".. i actually cried when you said that. ask Christine. [: i miss you soo much Wifey! i love you and that will never change!

I HATE HOW THINGS NEED TO BE SOO IMMATURE.

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i made this post a couple of hours ago but i couldn`t post it up because blogspot was acting retarded earlier. hahaha! last night, me and my tita made "turon" again out of boredom. haha yummy! i love love love turon. ohh, and skyflakes is my anti-drug. haha. the day before yesterday, i asked my mom to buy me skyflakes because i love it, and yesterday, when i came home, i went to the kitchen and i saw a box of skyflakes in the dining table. hahaha! i opened it right away and ate a pack. hahaha!

uhm. earlier at around 10ish, since i haven`t gotten my DSL back yet, me and my brother were just in the room and watched Laguna Beach because the replays were on. haha. i was waiting for the episodes that i missed but when i got to the part where Rocky and Breanna were talking, i fell asleep. haha. next thing i knew, my brother was asleep too and Laguna Beach was already done and over... err.. haha! being addicted to PDA makes you miss a lot of shows that you like. haha but it`s all good [: it`s all worth my time [:

i`m sorry for all the typos i made. i saw two of 'em when i was reading the whole thing.. haha i just can`t be bothered to correct 'em right now because whenever i try to, my post gets crappy. so yeah [: