WHAT A CRAAAP!

"Some days when I see him, I feel like my heart's going to break into pieces, it hurts so much. And some days, I'm happy just seeing his face. I don't know why I keep making mistakes in front of him. And I keep saying things I don't mean."
-Se Jin, Wonderful Life"

... it`s Sunday once again; meaning, tomorrow, i`ll go back and face my oh so goosey teachers and slothful people again. i wanna take back whatever i said in my past blogs because i don`t wanna go back to school anymore. HAH! school is torture, whether you like it or not. it`s really up to us if we want to go to school, but as a limited minor like me who still relies on my mom, i have to work my ass off and meditate more. UGHH! no matter how many times i say that, it won`t mean anything at all.

... so last night was soo gnarly that i thought i could stay up all night again, but, ironically from what i have expected, at around 3ish in the morning, my body and my brain didn`t resist me anymore and i just suddenly broke down my bed and slept. FUNNY thing though, because i didn`t sleep for 2 nights straight and i thought i would be able to do it again but it didn`t turn out that way. hahaha! it`s all good though, atleast i got to catch up some sleep for the hell of school in a matter of day. shizzzz! tanann! haven`t done any Chemistry hw at all. how gnarly is that ? gahdd, pityness is all over me now! i`m fu--ing indolent and i so hate myself for that.

i have nothing really to talk about right now besides me getting more and more strung-out to PDA. yes, my addiction right now is like "drugs". once you like it, you`ll forever like it.. HAH! how did i know that ? I DON`T KNOW! i just felt it from what i hear about it all the fu--ing time. i don`t take drugs or any fu--ing recreational shits out there, i`m just saying that PDA`s existence is the best thing that ever happened this year. haha! Irish is theee shizzz!