it's done. it's over :|

f*ck, i'm still alive. Lol. anyways, i've been really sick since Thursday afternoon after i took my finals, that's why i haven't blogged since then. i'm soo sorry about that. Friday and Saturday were the worst days of my life. my v0ice was gone, literally. i took my "tylenol" tablets like food because my head was hurting soo bad and my throat was killing me :| i even recorded my voice using my mic on the computer and the result was shit. my voice was freaky. seriously, you don't even wanna hear it. haha. thank god i feel much and much better now. i have a voice now but it's totally not normal yet. i'm still coughing every 10 seconds or so, and i still sneeze like there's no tomorrow. i hate being sick :| my mom bought me a bunch of fruits the other day and i almost finished it all. i waaaant my normal voice back. i couldn't even scream during the Grand Dream Night while i was watching it on tv because my voice was freaking' retarded.

look at the new graduate. Lol. i miss Irish ='( i really do. f*ck. i thought they were going to come back to the academy after the Grand Dream Night but they never did. i cried like hell after the Dream Night. i'm gonna miss Irish soo much. i'm gonna miss seeing her eating an apple each morning after she wakes up. i'm gonna miss seeing her ironing her hair after she gets out of the bathroom. whaaaaa! i'm gonna miss her sooo much. damnit. i want PDA back. i miss miss miss Irish ='( she was the only reason why i subscribed to that 24/7 thing. i don't really care if she didn't get in the top 3, because i was already the happiest person when she got in the top 6. i love Irish soo much [oops, don't trip on this one. i'm sure some people are thinking about stupid things out of this but whatever] i hope i see more of Irish after this show. she's one heck of a girl. she can sing, dance, act, play the piano, violin, etc. she has it all. i'm gonna miss recording her videos from 24/7 i'm also gonna miss taking her screencaps from 24/7 . OMG, it's been only 2 days and i'm going craaazy already :| i miss Irish sooooo much... whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ='( i waaaaaant PDA back!

i made her a fansite, and i promise to keep it updated everyday :D VISIT it if you want, all her pics, scaps, vids, etc, are all there. CLICK ME IF YOU'RE READY :D