hello guys :) i know, it's me again, for the 2nd time :)) hahaha. well, i just feel like blogging because i'm soo friggin' happy right now :) everything that's happening right now seems like a dream. it may be hard to believe, but it's happening anyways, and it's real. i don't even know sometimes if i deserve these or what. God has been really good to me these past few months that i am so eager to know why he's letting all of these to happen. i must admit, i am a lucky ass, because God keeps on blessing me with so much things every day. sometimes, i don't even know if i should take it or not. i know, CORNY, right? Who would actually say NO to an opportunity like this? you can say i'm craaazy, but that's exactly what's going inside my head. i am so blessed that i don't even know if it would stay this way forever, or i have to pay it all back one day, but whatever it is, i'm enjoying what's happening to my life right now and for once in my life, i can finally say that I COULDN'T REALLY ASK FOR MORE! Thank You Papa Jesus :)

okayy, so like, ya'll should already know who Neve is, right? i've only known her for like three months but i can't believe how our relationship right now as friends has turned into something deeper. she's like the person who is so easy to get along with. she has a lot of thoughts stored in her mind yet sometimes, she gets all crazy and shit for not remembering some of 'em. haha. but yeah, despite that, she's still one of the best! i'm not saying all of these just because we both admire the same person, but because she is a WONDERFUL friend. i know i haven't seen her physically yet, but when that happens one day, it would probably be one of the best days of my life.

Neve, thank you so much for everything, and i mean, for being half the reason for why all of these are happening. you're such a GREAT friend and you deserve all the happiness a person could possibly get because you're a beautiful person inside and out. i know my words of saying Thank You will forever not be enough to express how much i wanna thank you for everything, but from the bottom of my heart, i just want you to know that you're one of the best people i've met in this world. Thanks for always putting up with my crazyness! haha. Thanks for suprising me with your unbeatable posts every Sunday, or even whenever :) I truly value our friendship, and always remember that whatever it is that you feel whenever we get the chance to chat online, mine is always twice as that :) haha. Thanks Neve. you're AWESOME :) Love youz!

i know there are certain things that i can't actually put here, but i just want you to know that, I BELIEVE IN YOU, AND WHAT YOU CAN DO :)

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i finally got to read the whole ktext from Ate Irish on the 9th of March. yahoo! i thought nobody had it, but i was wrong. good thing i didn't lose hope after all. hahaha :)) thanks Shachie :) it really meant a lot for me :)

Oh. Yesterday was nixx's bday. She's an irisholic who made the official irish fullerton webpage at www.irishfullerton.2ya.com. If you talk to her online wish her a happy bday and send some love. Well if i don't run i'm going to miss the show. Til later

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I HAVE A PHONE CARD :) but idk how to use it :))

hell no! i checked my tmobile account earlier and that's what surprised me. omfg. are you kidding me? $71.40 for just a week? damnit. shit. my mom's gonna kill me :| how the hell did that happen? i don't even call that much. i mean, i only call those who have the same line as mine so it's free. omfg. I'M DEAD. is this bye bye phone again? damnit, it's not even a month yet and my bill is already almost a hundred bucks :(( ggrrrr. i hate this :| i'm not gonna send pictures from my cellphone to my email anymore. it fucking' costs too much :|