okay, now she's saying that we have no chance to go with my tita and granpa if she's not coming with us because the people at the embassy would be looking for her :| wtf? why wouldn't she just tell us straight to the point that she doesn't want us to go. shit :| i hate my mom. sometimes, she can just really be naive.
ayoko na :| lagi na lang nya akong pinapaasa. ako naman ang tanga, laging naniniwala sa sinasabi nya :| i hate her :|
my life sucks. it's just totally full of fucking' lies. everyone around me is a liar. they don't stick to their words, and that's really fucked up. yes, i am upset, madly upset, because i'm the type of person who trusts someone soo easily, yet in the end, i'm the one who gets hurt the most :|
i miss my dad. i wanna talk to him so bad and cry to him. he's the only one who truly understands me. he's the kind of person who doesn't get mad at me when i do something wrong, but instead, he teaches me how to get up and do something about it without hurting other people or myself. he always tells me that i'm his bestfriend and that i can trust him with anything. i love him soo much, and yes, he is my own best friend as well. i know it's corny but he bought 2 silver necklaces for each of us and the one that he has - has a pendant that says "BEST" and the one that he gave me has the other half that says "FRIEND". i know, right? he is the sweetest dad, fah'reals. i know you'd say that he's my dad that's why i'm saying this, but for me, he really is the sweetest, nicest, and the most perfect dad. he may be halfway across the world from me, but whenever i think of him, it feels like he's just beside me :'( i feel the presence of him in my heart all the time :'( i love my daddy oh soo much and words will NEVER be enough to express how much i'm thankful to God for bringing him to us.
my mom's totally different from him, or even totally the opposite of my dad. i was never close to her. it's like i have my own world in this house, and they have their own too. we rarely get along with each other. i think it's because ever since i was little, i was always with my dad, that until now, i'm still always looking for him :|
ayoko na :| lagi na lang nya akong pinapaasa. ako naman ang tanga, laging naniniwala sa sinasabi nya :| i hate her :|
my life sucks. it's just totally full of fucking' lies. everyone around me is a liar. they don't stick to their words, and that's really fucked up. yes, i am upset, madly upset, because i'm the type of person who trusts someone soo easily, yet in the end, i'm the one who gets hurt the most :|
i miss my dad. i wanna talk to him so bad and cry to him. he's the only one who truly understands me. he's the kind of person who doesn't get mad at me when i do something wrong, but instead, he teaches me how to get up and do something about it without hurting other people or myself. he always tells me that i'm his bestfriend and that i can trust him with anything. i love him soo much, and yes, he is my own best friend as well. i know it's corny but he bought 2 silver necklaces for each of us and the one that he has - has a pendant that says "BEST" and the one that he gave me has the other half that says "FRIEND". i know, right? he is the sweetest dad, fah'reals. i know you'd say that he's my dad that's why i'm saying this, but for me, he really is the sweetest, nicest, and the most perfect dad. he may be halfway across the world from me, but whenever i think of him, it feels like he's just beside me :'( i feel the presence of him in my heart all the time :'( i love my daddy oh soo much and words will NEVER be enough to express how much i'm thankful to God for bringing him to us.
my mom's totally different from him, or even totally the opposite of my dad. i was never close to her. it's like i have my own world in this house, and they have their own too. we rarely get along with each other. i think it's because ever since i was little, i was always with my dad, that until now, i'm still always looking for him :|
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