"four tres two uno.... Listen up ya`ll, Cuz this is it. The beat that I`m bangin` is de-li-cious"

hawmie ! that`s my song right there. haha. Fergalicious, babbyyy :)) Hip Hop is <3. yes yes yes :) i miss Hiphop ! fuccckk ! Mommy, sign me up already :)) yeahh, dancing has been my passion ever since, uhmm ? i was little. haha :)) my cousin does Hip Hop and Hula/Tahitian workshops at the same time, and she keeps on telling me to sign up for it, but it all depends to my mom ! ugh. she wanted me to drive already, but she wouldn`t even enroll me to a driving school. ugh :| like what am i supposed to do ? i can`t just take the test and tell them people that i know how to, already. wtf ? that`s lame. haha. so yeah. summer`s gonna be the bomb this year. it should be. if i don`t get my ass in dance, then i better be driving, already. teehee. like that`ll happen. yeah, jkeeding. whatever, my mom`s mind is.. uhm.. confuzzling. haha. but ugh :| i miss dancing :| hiphop is forever love. don`t chu just love J Lo`s show on MTV called "Dance Life" ? shit. i loved it. yeah, it was done already, but i watched every episode of it. haha. talk about hiphop ! skills, babbyyy !

i wish i could sing though :)) i mean, just like Fergie. haha :)) i love her now. :)) how could God forget to shower me with a talent like that ? haha :)) sing and dance, babbyyy, isn`t that sick ? but damn. idk :)) "How come everytime you come around, My London, London bridge, wanna go down like, London, London, London, wanna go down like, London, London, London, we goin’ down like…" hahaha, shit :)) watched "The Poseidon" earlier with Jan, for the second time, and mother kickers, the song at the ending was soo tight ! ahah :)) i even waited for the acknowledments to finish just to see what the title of the song was. haha. craaaazy ! Mom was like: "What are you watching on there"? and i`m just like... "I`m waiting for something". hahaha. okayy, i thought the song was sung by Kelly Clarkson because the voice really sounded like her voice, but to my surprise, when i finally saw it, t`was freaking "Fergie" singing :)) hahaha. what a cool timing. the title was "Won`t let you Fall". ugh, now i can`t stop listening to it :|

"Won't let you fall, Fall out of love, 'Cause together we'll be holding on, 'Cause all we have is us, Won't let you go, Go away again, Because life don't mean nothing at all, If I don't have your love."

i lalalala love this song now ! thanks a bunch Fergie ! and thanks to "Poseidon". haha. if it wasn`t for it, i wouldn`t be able to hear this song at all. and Thanks Jan, for helping me out look for it on the screen. ahaha.

Happy Birthday "Althea Jenelle Ruiz". i lalala love you, lollicup. haha :)) you`re four now. aawe ! i know you won`t be able to read this, but whatever. haha. i love you, taye-taye ! have fun at your easter/birthday party tomorrow at the park. ugh. i really want to go, but Ateh has to finish her hws first. haha. i am soo not a good example, so i hope you don`t grow up as a laaazy person like me. haha :)) i love you, ading :) i`ll see you, uhmm... sooon, kayy ? i lalalala love you. *smooches.

i miss my "PEE-PEE-GEE". aawe ! i`ll see you both on Monday ! yay ! i cannot wait anymore. haha :)) if there are two people who i missed the most during this long-ass-boring break, that would definetly be you two :) don`t chu just think i`m too excited ? damnit. watch, after a week, i`ll get back to saying "i wanna go on vacation now". haha :)) fer`reals. why is it like that ? haha. weird. but yeah, i`m ready to learn again. haha :)) i can`t find the books i borrowed from the library. shit. i owe them a lot now :))

my tall ass AZIAN ! just found it in one of my multiply albums when i was looking for some of Thea`s pictures. haha. i miss Sarah ! Filipino buddy ! hahah. i wish i had Filipino again. that class was the bombdiggity ! haha. Ginang Dumaran`s theee best :) i miss learning about the "Pambansang stuff". hahaha. fer`reals ! that was one thing we learned last year. like duhr, i think i learned that in 1st grade. haha :)) we even learned, uhm, tuldok, tandang pananong, and all those different punctuations. haha :)) soo fun ! btw, that picture was during our Filipino Festival thing where we hadta walk from Walmart to the park behind my house [Kimball Park]. haha :)) that day was really unforgettable because that was also the day when Teressa got her car into a terrible accident. super Thank God though because she wasn`t included in it. damn. that was aweful. but yeah. nevermind. i don`t wanna remember it anymore :|

the song is soo pretty. i`m still listening to it :)) trying to memorize the lyrics now :)) HAPPY EARLY EASTER, people ! be safe, por favor ? YAY ! God has finally come again. i lalalala love you God, with all my heart. Thank you so much for everything ! i know words are totally not enough to express how much we`re thankful for you, but damnit, i will never ever turn my back on you. i love you soo much ! take care of my family and the people i love. YOU`RE MY NUMBER ONE HERO, AND MY BOYFRIEND :)

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MEAN GIRLS is on on Channel 33 [TBS] right now. haha :)) HEY REGINA ! i love you. haha.

kayyz. uhm. i was gon` sacrifice myspace during the holy week, but i knew it wasn`t gonna last. haha :)) i did it last year, and i gave up on the 2nd day :)) Olive knows, because she was the one who dared me to do it. haha :)) unfortunately, i did it again on Christmas, NO MYSPACE for 7 days, but then again, i failed :| ugh ! sorry. that just proves, that i really can`t do it :)

kthanksbyeee. Have a Happy Easter Sunday, everyone :) eating out with the fambam, and relatives tomorrow :| i`m not going egg hunting, though :)) aawe. i wanna wanna wanna, but my mom`s gonna keep nagging on me until i do my hw. haha :)) Mom, it`s just Chemistry, okayy ? and it`s not a lot anyways. haha. but, she has the right to be mad though :| kayyz, Jan`s going egg hunting with the cousins tomorrow, but i have to get home early after we eat, to watch ASAP and do my hw. duhr :| TFC is lame. haha ! so basically, just uhm, church + lunch with the fambam tomorrow. i wanna go to lil Thea`s partyyy, but i just can`t ! i`m gonna cry tomorrow. haha :)) jaykayy ! i really wanna go, but my mom`s gonna kill me. okayy, okayy, `SALL MY FAULT ! but whatever, i can`t wait to go back to school :)) whata wear, whata wear ! ugh. soo stressing :|

we talked on the phone again, and chatted on AIM. aawe ! i love him. SIKE :))

"THE SHIT YOU HEARD ABOUT ME COULD BE AS FAKE AS THE BITCH WHO TOLD YOU"

- nice one Faaaaye ! very true :D i lalalala love you Faaaaye ! see you Monday :) keep it pimpin.