"Side by side or miles apart, dear friends are always close to the heart"

this week went by so fast. i can`t believe tomorrow`s Friday, AGAIN. i miss going out. i mean, going to places like Starbucks with friends and staying there until 10 in the evening. i miss going to any of my friends' house after school and chill there until i wanna go home. i miss eating out with my friends every after school when we`re too lazy to stay at someone`s house. i miss my friends oh soo much! and yes, i mean my old beloved friends. everything changed in a quick snap. it`s as if we never knew each other anymore. it hurts me much that when i see some of 'em walking in the hallway at school, we can`t even atleast say "hi" to each other. those simple things make me sad because i`ve never thought in my whole life that this is gonna happen to us. i miss the old times. i thought we were going to support each other in everything, but how come it seems like all of us just gave up?

the song "Say Goodbye" by Chris Brown = Last Song Syndrome. when i started playing it before typing things up, i knew this blog is going to be a pensive one. don`t chu just hate it when you listen to a song, and then suddenly, your mood swings because you start relating to it? *sigh*, i hope this feeling that i have right now is just temporary. as much as i possibly can, i try not to think of some things that make me sad because when i start thinking about them, they just get stuck in my head and eventually leads me to unhappines and non-stop confusion! life really is unfair. always stick to mind that solitariness always comes after happiness. YES Jaja, that means, you gotta stop thinking too much.