gimeee a hug, yeah ?

MY BEST FRIEND`S PREGGY ='(

i almost cried during Lunch Time, but Thank God for Jhoanne, cause she was there to cheer me up ! Tayy-tayy, you are too effin` young. you`re only eighteen, mhen. but what else can we do ? it`s already there ! i am just going to cry my heart out when you move to Washington after your Graduation ! fuckshit. i`ve known you since like forever. it`s just... soo freakin` hard. i wanna see the baby. woaahh ! i wish i could fly to Seattle in September, to see the baby, and you. i am going to miss you, Tayy-tayy ! i swear to God. this is effin` hard :( i can`t believe i am going to lose a bestfriend in just a couple of months from now ! fuck ! and you`re gonna be a mommy already :(

so there. after school. Me && Teressa just stayed in her car and TALKED ! && yes, i mean, SERIOUS talk ! almost cried, but i got to control it. it`s going to be her 5th month next week. siiiiigh. during the talk, i also told her how much i`ve been wanting to have my own family too. and i mean, my twins, and my husband ! hahh. weird, i know, but heck, i think i wanna have a family now. okayy, i`ll shut upp. the talk lasted fer about 2 hours and something, then after that, Teressa dropped me home, and up until now, i`m still thinking about her, and the baby. John, i know you`re a nice man. PLEASE DO take care of my best friend. fuckin` life, why do you guys have to moooove all the way upp there ? that`s like, 2 days of driving, mhen. dooooooon`t moooooove anymore. *screeeeams*.

so, i told my mom about it, and she just got sooo sad. yeah, she really did, cause ever since she came to know Teressa, my mom already told me that she likes her A LOOOOT, so when i told her what happened, she just got suuuper sad, and she wants to talk to her and stuff. *tears*. after that, i was like "Mom, what if i get pregnant at the age of 18, too ? What would you do ?", and she was like "I won`t say anything BUT CRYYY". damnn ! now i know how she`s gonna feel when that happens to me. i`m so, so, sad :( i waaant twins :(

- Shrek the 3rd with Kevin on Friday. with Christine & her boyfriend, Jack ! if not on Friday, on the weekend :(

i still feel a lil bit sleepy and exhausted even though i just took a shower to freshen up. ugh, i think it`s all because of swimming yesterday. the water was too effin` cold and i dived in. hahah ! plus, Simon kept splashing water on me, when i told him even before i went in the water, not to wet my hair. hah ! sall` good, atleast i got to hang out with my old ass friend from freakin` Middle School. after 4 hella years, mheng. he`s still as hot as he was before, though. hahah ! Simon, you freakin` haaaave my... lighter ! hahah. hoebagg ! anyways... i think, the Java Chipp got me all tired too. when i came home from Starbucks, i almost fainted on the couch ! EFF ! but really, driving on the road, with your feet up on the window`s hella fuuun ! haha. Christine`s a craaazy ass, and i love her fer that (: she`s getting her license soon ! i`m such a looooser. i wish i was already 18. hahah ! sall` good. Driving Lessons starts next month (:

Christine doesn`t have a 5th period class, so today after school, she called me on my phone to tell me that she was going to pick me and Jhoann up, so we could chill and eat out, but then... Tayy-tayy already asked me first, so i couldn`t refuse to that. i wanted to talk to her about things, too, so i just told Christine that i will be hanging out with her tomorrow. soo yeah ! during school hours, was texting with Kevin the whole time. hah ! he called me during 3rd period, since we had a sub anyways, so, i talked to him, and i made Faye talk to him too, to ask some stuff. HOLLERATIONS needed (: hahh. Kim a.k.a. Shrek was hella demented. hahah ! i swear, 3rd period will always be boring without Kim && Faye in there. && Anne too, but she was absent today. PSH ! hah ! i love them (:

PRESENTATIONS in 5th period. looooved it (: everytime i talk, Warrant goes "I want the person next to you to speak this time." haha. okayy, okayy (: then, yeahhh. i think we did good (: i looooved our poster, cause i did most of it (: hahah ! heyy, i woke up at like 4 o`clock this morning to finish drawing those stick people shit. haha. KEEDING, i loooove stick figures (:

i looooove it. got it off google, but swear, mine`s better than this. HAHAHAH


MY FRIENDS ARE COOLER THAN YOURS (; && i love em like heaven(: