4 hours before christmas...

Christmas for me is not the same anymore. maybe because i always compare it from the past Christmas that i've had, that's why i get so sad and disappointed when it doesn't go my way. this is most probably the saddest Christmas of my life as of now, not only because we're not complete, but because i don't feel it anymore. back when i was younger, i used to think that Christmas is the best holiday of the year, but it seems like people forgot what Christmas is really all about. some people take advantage of it for their own happinesss but it's not right. some people only like Christmas because they receive presents from people. as for me, i don't really need to get what i want for Christmas. as long as i'm with my loved ones, even if we only eat canned goods or whatever, i'll still be contented because i'm with them. sure we have yummy foods on the table tonight, sure we receive presents at midnight, but what is all of that for if there is no love? we should celebrate not because we get presents, but because Christ has come! it's his special day, so let's not forget to pray and be thankful to him for everything that has happened to us this whole year. in just a matter of week, we'll refer to 2006 as last year already, so let's make the most out of everything while it lasts.

in bahalf of me and my family, Merry Merry Christmas to all of you! May your Christmas be filled with love and happiness that never ends.

*//edit [11:00PM]

one more hour to go and it's already Christmas! woohoo! i can't wait. i'm soo hungry already. hahaha. my mother and tita cooked soo much. well, hahaha. i'm still a lil bit sick but whatever! i'm ready to go. hahaha. my mom says i look cute in my outfit. thanks mom! i fixed my hair [kinda] and yeaaah. hahaha. i'm going to be suuper vain later. watch! haha. i'll post soo much pictures in here later :D my brother and my tita aren't here yet pa eh ='( they're at a friend's christmas party pa so yeah. can't wait for the presents. there are millions of 'em under the tree. hahaha. i'm just not sure which ones are mine because they never put names on the gifts. err. i'm sooo excited. hahaha! i wanna go shopping. okayy, i'll be back later.. with pictures ofcoure :D

Irish is sick again. just read her ktext posted by Ate Nette ='( i got her hawa ='( i've been sick since last week eh. i still have the stupid cold. okayy whatever. hope she gets well soon. we're both hella sick on Christmas Day. aawe! okayy byeeeeeee.