new year. yeah, right!

"Happy New Year's Eve" everyone! as for me, i'm celebrating it with my family. my tita fixed the living room earlier. there're so many balloons around. it looks so cute, but at the same time, makes me sad ='( i miss spending New Years back home. with my whole family and cousins ='( i don't like New Years here. i never have, and i think, i never will as well ='( this year has been such a bad year for me. i didn't like it at all. i made a lot of mistakes. i did a lot of things i didn't mean to do. i've said a lot of bad things i wasn't suppose to say. all in all, 2006 has been the WORST year for me. i wish i could rewind everything that had happened to me. i wish i could get my mom's "trust" back, again. i know she doesn't trust me anymore because of the things i did wrong. but even if i don't get it back, i just hope that she won't give up on me. i love her soo much. i swear, i don't know what i'd do without her :|

btw, i changed my background song to "If Ever" by 3rd Storee, and as i'm typing this, i can't help but get teary-eyed. *sigh. i hate my life :| sometimes, i just wanna give up. but i know people will just say "pssh. ang arte mo na naman". whatever, i don't give a sh*t anymore. if i hate my life, i hate my life. you can't do anything about it :|

Ate Paris just gave me a gift right now. it's not a material thing but it means a lot to me. it made me cry ='( Ate Paris, if you're reading this, i just wanna say "Thank You" for everything. for understanding me, and for treating me as if i'm your real sister. God knows how much you mean to me. you're the kind of person who's not hard to get along with. you're such a nice person and you deserve to be happy, forever. i love you teh' :) always and forever.

i fixed my friendster profile awhile ago and i put the song "If Ever" there as well. *sigh. the song makes me cry but i can't stop listening to it. anyhow, i think, now i'm gonna be more active there than on myspace. myspace is getting on my nerves. too many people [especially old men from different countries i don't even know or never heard of] keep sending me "friend requests" and i don't even know who the hell they are. i've thought of deleting my myspace too, but i changed my mind. i don't wanna regret in the end.

"May you have a great New Year ahead of you" - i keep telling that to everyone but never to myself. oh well. i think i'll never have a great year anyway. i don't believe nor follow New Year's Resolutions but i have some, set for myself this year. i'll talk about it more tomorrow, in my next post.

3 bagay lang meron ako masaya na ko.. UNA - buhay ko.. PANGALAWA - pamilya ko.. PANGATLO - pera.. uuyyy..tampo sya.. nkalimutan mo na ba ? kaw ung una?

aawe ='( i'm into tagalog quotes right now! they're so fun to read. especially if you're bored, or if you're heartbroken or tired with your life. Quotes are very interesting to read. atleast for me, they are. i can just read them over and over again and won't get tired. they make my day! in short, they make me smile!!!! :) HOPE YOU HAVE A NICE NEW YEAR'S EVE! don't play with the firecrackers too much :D Take care of yourself and God Speed :D

happy early new year...

i'm listening to Spongecola's "Nakapagtataka" at this moment, and man, what can i say? Yael is love. hehehe. i know i've already said that before but i just totally love Spongecola. they're one of the reasons why i'm starting to love Pinoy Music again. 2nd to Ate Irish ofcourse. hehe. i love Spongecola! i look up to all of them. Tell the truth, Don't chu just love Yael? haha.

i've been sleeping really late this past few nights. and when i say late, that means "5 AM" or even "6 AM" in the morning. can you imagine how big my eyebags are now? and how dark they are? damn. last night, i chatted with "Panky". yup, Panky of PDA. well, it wasn't really a one on one chat, but i was in a conference with a lot of people. seriously, i didn't even know why i was there. haha. i was just going to ask Panky something, but i got O.P. in the middle of the confe. why? i just simply got lost in their conversation. bwahaha. i couldn't understand what they were talking about because some were speaking in "Bisaya" and i didn't know what the hell they were saying. i wanted to ask her about the World Tour thing that's going to happen early next year, but i couldn't squeeze in. whatever! hahaha. i invited Anne in the confe later on, and even herself, got lost too, so we just ended up chatting with each other. haha. basically, the confe was okay, but... uhm, how do i say this? uhm.. it wasn't that boring but i just didn't enjoy much. i didn't even feel the presence of Panky there. haha. the people in there were acting like there's no tomorrow. oh well. i wanted to ask her if she could tell Ate Irish to go online. i would've done that, but i got super shy. so whatever.

hello bunso...im finally home but with my londonbridge..you know spending more time with him though im super2x dizzy from my trip, i really try to manage to pm you here..cant really visit the thread my bf was bragging me bout it, calling me addict he wasnt used to seeing me like this nakatunganga on the net.pagbigyan ko muna..anywayz.. i bought pda mag at the airport,il have some pix photoed muna ha..so i can upload and send them to you...swear as soon as evrything is back to normal...kasi naman, i need to get some rest...just let the people know that im home safe and sound, but a bit lagged... say hi to them for me...ill make kulit to you again...miss you...and irish! ill attend to my londonbridge first baka magtampo! bye nixx, luvya luvya bunso...mwuaahhh!!

hehe. that was an offline message that i got from Ate Paris yesterday morning when i went online. hahaha. i just feel like sharing it 'cause i love that woman to bits. gahdd, she's like the funniest Ateh i've ever met online. hahaha. she's always full of energy whenever i chat with her and she never runs out of funny "hirits" to say. i love her. haha. i met her not too long ago but i love how she treats me like her younger sister. i totally love it. oh, btw, she was in the Philippines for 3 months but she's originally from London! the other day, she finally left the Philippines and went back to London. aawe! can you imagine? she extended her stay there for another two months just because of PDA? woaahh right? it may sound exaggerating but damn! that's the real addict right there. haha jaykay Ateh :D you know i love you :D

ooh. and yesterday, i was crying my heart out in the forum because i badly want to get my own copy of the PDA Mag, and guess what? Ate Paris pm'ed me on ym right away and told me that she's going to send me a copy. aaawe. i was like "tunganga" lang the whole time. hahaha. i don't know how to thank her, really. and then, last night, Anne pm'ed me on ym too and she told me that she read my post in the forum about the mag thing, and she told me that she's going to send me one too since she's going to send one for her cousin in San Francisco next week. whaaaaaaaa. i love her soo much! her and Ate Paris! huhu. i feel like crying. haha jaykay! duuude, that's probably the first BEST gift i am going to get this year of 2007. shit, i love all the Irisholics. no kidding.

another thing: i miss Summer ='( i can't wait 'til April/May. i totally can't. Philippines, here i come again. hehehe. this time, i am going to make the most out of everything i do there. i'm not going to waste my time. never again. hahaha! i'm gonna have fun and enjoy it while it lasts. i miss my cousins like you don't even know. i can't wait to see them all again. and my dad, and my youngest brother. YAY! i neeeda job now. hahaha.

last Summer ._. the week after i came back from the Philippines ='(

"i bring you sexy back". haha. i love that song!!! i wanna go swimming.

straight from the heart...

*sigh. 2 weeks have gone by after Pinoy Dream Academy has come to an end, but i can't still seem to forget the joy and felicity that this show had caused me. for almost 4 months of getting hooked to this show, i couldn't help myself but cry, laugh, and enjoy every minute that passed by the lives of the scholars who were lucky enough to get chosen to live inside the academy. but ofcourse, within those four months, there was this one and only scholar who got my full support because this person showed me more than what i was expecting. it was Irish. ever since the start, i already knew she would come a very long way when the time comes. even if she was fully raised in America, she wasn't the type of girl who was being so sassy for having to live in a different place besides the place where she grew up in. based on what i saw and what i witnessed, she was a very easy to get along with "kind of person", that's why i never wondered why almost all the scholars were close to her. last night, as i was chatting with Mara, our conversation suddenly turned into Irish. it was such a golden feeling that there are actually some people who understand a real story behind a person's life. however, there may be people who don't understand Irish, but in God's eyes, he knows who the real and the bad people are. every single person has a right to be happy, especially those people who never thought of anything but make others smile.

3 more days left and this year will officially end. have you ever asked yourself what kind of person you have been this year? did anything about you change? or maybe, you did change but it seemed nothing? you know what? i just noticed something. it's that every time New Year comes, and every time the year is almost over, we always make ourselves rely on changes. we always make ourselves believe that we will change for the better, and for the sake of everyone, but have you asked yourself if it ever happened? i truly believe in the saying that "it's better said than done". the problem about us is, our pride is overly high. we quite believe that we can easily change but we can't even start it. so hopefully, before this year ends, people will realize that it is not hard to change, if and only if, it is from the heart and from a good state of mind.

May all of you have a Prosperous New Year ahead of you!

what to say, what to say...

Emma Watson is drop-dead GORGEOUS! [click picture to enlarge]

duude, Emma's gorgeous, Daniel's hot.. man, aren't they cute? hahaha. i'm getting obsessed with them two. haha. man, you should see my desktop wallpaper right now. i'm soo weird, but hell.. i can't help it. hahaha. so like, i'm older than Emma for just a month. haha. what's the deal? uhm, nothing really :D she's gorgeous! and yes, i'm hella envious! hahaha, yeah yeah. i love Ate Irish more though :D well, actually, let's put it like this: Ate Irish is my #1, then comes Emma Watson, and Rachel McAdams! hell yes. haha. for men, i've always been loyal to my 2 hubbies: Johnny Depp and Channing Tatum. but now, I have three already since Daniel Radcliffe came in to our lives. hahaha. what a happy family i got, right? :D

the weather's weird. it's windy but it's hella sunny. the sound of the wind is soo freaky i don't even wanna hear it. duude, you know i'm scared when it comes to weather, like this XD i freak out easily. i'm scared, afraid, terrified of strong winds, tsunamis, earthquakes, etc. sure, you are too. but hell, in my part, it's different. my friends know, because they know me better. i checked weather.com like 5 times already to see what's going on in California, particularly here in San Diego. luckily, the strong wind will only last until tomorrow, so after that, i've got nothing to worry about anymore :| thank god!

i've been eating Toblerone since this morning, i've finished two whole packs already! this one i'm eating right now is my third :| now, my tooth's starting to ache :| btw, i miss Vegas :| i got so jealous when i found out that Christine and her family spent Christmas there :| i wanna go back to Vegas :| i miss Nevada!

i love blog-hopping and reading other people's blogs. so, i guess i should do that now. until my next post :D

Merry Merry Merry Christmas...

Merry Christmas everyone :D Don't forget to drop by the church tomorrow and thank him for all the blessings that you received this whole year :D also, don't forget to ask for his guidance for another new year that will soon come. Talk to him, he's listening :D

i haven't opened my presents yet. i'll wait 'til this morning to open them! i'm not really excited about it. the thought that my mom thinks i've changed for the better is already enough to say how happy i am right now. i love my family. if it weren't for them, i wouldn't be who i am now!

i'll leave some pictures below :D just for giggles. haha. i went vain the whole evening. pssh, don't blame me. i missed taking pictures of myself. hahaha. well, these pics are click-able, so don't be afraid to click on them to make them look better :D

thanks mother, for the compliments and all. i don't think i look pretty but i guess the camera loves me. hahaha. everyone does look soo pretty today, that's for sure :D i love love love pictures. i told you i'm Vain :D teehee.

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wooooosh! that's it, i'mma go to bed. i'm soo sleepy my eyes are going to close anytime soon. good night kads. i'm happy i got to talk to my loved ones back home. 'til tomorrow :D

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hey guys :D i'm back. so, did Santa give you lots of presents? haha. well, i didn't get much but he gave me just enough :D i got mostly money [$$$], clothes, Victoria's Secret Stuff, a lot of Toblerone [woohoo], and bags :D you know, "the usual". haha. my favorite favorite one is the "Guess" bag that my tita got me. haha. well, she's my Ninang at the same time so it really is her priority to give me expensive presents each year. haha. but yeah, i hella love it to death. it's good that they know i love bags/purses, so they don't really have to worry about what they're going to give me for Christmas, or whatever occassion it may be. hahaha! my mom got me a pink "Guess" bag too, but i like the one from my tita, more. hahaha. i love Guess :D

btw. guess what? hahaha. i found my money :D woohoo! actually, t'was my mom who found it. hahaha. she found it in one of the secret pockets inside my white bag. hahaha. i know in my heart, i already searched that bag before, but i never found any.. oh well.. whatever, i got it now, so i guess i can sleep tight again, ahahah. i wanna go shopping, but i'm saving money on something :D i'll buy that special something near February :D you'll find out what it is after i buy it :D hahahaha.

[click picture to enlarge] aawe! this gift's from Katrina of pinkalicious03@xanga.com :D isn't it pretty? sorry Kat, i've nothing like that to give you. i wish i was as talented as you are so i can also make a fancy lil gift like that [: oh well, i'll start working my ass off more, so i can learn more stuff about graphic design so the next time Christmas comes, i've something to give to all of you :D thanks again Kat. can i just give you a big bear hug? *hugs tightly* :D i really appreciate it :D and again, Happy Holidays to everyone! -hehehe- just to add one last thing; i'm soo fat ='( i told my mom last night that i gained soo much weight, and guess what? she laughed at me ='( now tell me, is that right? ='( aaawe, i wanna lose weight!

4 hours before christmas...

Christmas for me is not the same anymore. maybe because i always compare it from the past Christmas that i've had, that's why i get so sad and disappointed when it doesn't go my way. this is most probably the saddest Christmas of my life as of now, not only because we're not complete, but because i don't feel it anymore. back when i was younger, i used to think that Christmas is the best holiday of the year, but it seems like people forgot what Christmas is really all about. some people take advantage of it for their own happinesss but it's not right. some people only like Christmas because they receive presents from people. as for me, i don't really need to get what i want for Christmas. as long as i'm with my loved ones, even if we only eat canned goods or whatever, i'll still be contented because i'm with them. sure we have yummy foods on the table tonight, sure we receive presents at midnight, but what is all of that for if there is no love? we should celebrate not because we get presents, but because Christ has come! it's his special day, so let's not forget to pray and be thankful to him for everything that has happened to us this whole year. in just a matter of week, we'll refer to 2006 as last year already, so let's make the most out of everything while it lasts.

in bahalf of me and my family, Merry Merry Christmas to all of you! May your Christmas be filled with love and happiness that never ends.

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one more hour to go and it's already Christmas! woohoo! i can't wait. i'm soo hungry already. hahaha. my mother and tita cooked soo much. well, hahaha. i'm still a lil bit sick but whatever! i'm ready to go. hahaha. my mom says i look cute in my outfit. thanks mom! i fixed my hair [kinda] and yeaaah. hahaha. i'm going to be suuper vain later. watch! haha. i'll post soo much pictures in here later :D my brother and my tita aren't here yet pa eh ='( they're at a friend's christmas party pa so yeah. can't wait for the presents. there are millions of 'em under the tree. hahaha. i'm just not sure which ones are mine because they never put names on the gifts. err. i'm sooo excited. hahaha! i wanna go shopping. okayy, i'll be back later.. with pictures ofcoure :D

Irish is sick again. just read her ktext posted by Ate Nette ='( i got her hawa ='( i've been sick since last week eh. i still have the stupid cold. okayy whatever. hope she gets well soon. we're both hella sick on Christmas Day. aawe! okayy byeeeeeee.

ay nanaaaaay...

aawe! sorry, i keep changing my url names. i promise i'll stick to this one for good. haha. it's just my way of remembering Irish since i don't see her every single day anymore :| oh yeah, she checked her myspace account earlier. haha. i saw her online :D but she didn't stay long ='( oh well, just keep sending your KTEXT messages, Irish :D we miss you like hell. hope you have a goooood Christmas with your loved ones.

Irish's Ktext on Dec. 24 - Kamusta na? Eto kasama ko ang pamilya ko. just got out of dinner at ABE. Loving the food here and the cheesecake at Miss. Desserts are to die for! There goes a few more sounds. Hehe. Hope all is having a great christmas eve with your love ones. If you get a chance hit up those places to eat. as of now, i'm just heading back with my mom to relax for a bit with michelle of the Dreamgirls. What have you been doing today? Did you finish your christmas shopping yet? Well, til later. -Irish-

is it only me who thinks Irish looks like she has braces on? hahaha! but anyway, she looks soo pretty as usual. aawe! i think it's her first time spending Christmas in the Philippines :D

duuude, i haven't asked my mother about my money yet :| i'm scared to ask, gahdd damnit. i will later, if she's in a good mood :D byeee for now. i'll be back later for the 2nd part of my blog.

i'm hunggrrry! i'm eating turon right now. aawe, i remember Irish again ='(

i haaave a voiiiiiice....

hey guys. i just woke up and i just realized that i'm the only one here at home. uhmmm. i wonder where they are. i'm soo freaking' hungry :| oh yeah, to those who added my new Y!M, thank you soo much. i was deleting lots of people in my old account last night but i got soo freaking' tired so i ended up making a new one. haha. i haven't fixed it yet though so it still looks kinda sloppy and all. anyways, i haaaaave a vooooiiiice. hahaha. yezz, i do! i wish you can see me right now so you can witness how retarded i look at this very moment. hahaha. my blanket's all over me while typing this 'cause i'm hella cold. haha.

gotta go for now. i have to update Irish's website still and i have to put her new KTEXTS on there so yeah :D i'm gonna call Dominos Pizza and have them deliver my food. i'm freaking' hungggry! i'm wasting money again. err. i've no choice though, i'm really hungry! i'll be back later. this is too short.

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i can't find my wallet ='( my freaking' 80 dollars is in there and i totally forgot where the hell it is. i've been searching for it everywhere in my closet but i can't seem to find it anywhere in there. whaaaaaa! mom, it's all your fault. err. she cleaned my room 2 weeks ago and she arranged everything around including my bed, my mini drawer, my table, etc. so now i have no idea where i last put it at. i'm talking about the wallet that i bought in the airport when i left the Philippines. f*ck! i haaaate worrying about my things, but hell... this one's not a joke. i waaant my 80 dollars back! i hope my mom has it, or else i'll go craaazy tomorrow. i only have 20 dollars with me right now which i found in my other wallet that i usually bring in school. err. i hate myself. my things are everywhere! daaaaaaamn. i want my effing money back. Santa Claus, could you please find it for me?

Irish's Ktext as of 9PM on Dec. 23: There's a new face in town. The "durian" face. Grabe... Hindi ko talaga na gustohan. Mas Gusto ko ang bagoong. Hehe. At least nasubukan ko rin yon. On our way home now from davao and what a loving crowd we performed to. I want to take this time to thank once again all the fans who came to watch us. You are the reason why we are here and there is not enough thank you's i can say. Ang sarap yung feeling na minamahal nyo kami, dahil sa totoo lang we love you all too.. well.. This is it for now. Til later tonight. Until then, let me know what you did today. -Irish-

haha. is that the THIZZ face, Irish? haha she looks cuuute. it seems like she didn't like that durian fruit at all, huh? haha. i still wonder how it tastes like, though. i know it smells bad though, 'cause one time last year, Ginang brought "durian" in class and all of us started going outside the class after smelling it's odor. shizzz, i will never ever forget that day 'cause that was totally one of the bad odor's i have ever smelled in my life. haha. Irish looks soo sad. hahaha. don't worry Irish, i guess noone will give you anymore durian after that face. hahaha! miss you soo much ='( please check your myspace soon. and uhh, Merry Christmas to you and your family. hope to see you more on tv!

okayy. i'm back to finding my effing money. shizzz. can someone help me please? my head's totally blanked right now. errr. you know i'm forgetful, you should've not let this happen ='(

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haha hey guys :D Ronnie visited his Official Thread on ABS Forums earlier :D hihi. i was online [well, i'm always online there] but i only got to visit his thread just after he left because i was too busy beautifying my blogspot page. hahaha. it's funny 'cause when i was reading all his messages and all the forumers' messages there, they were all going "gago". hahaha. is that part of being nervous that Ronnie was there or they were just really star-strucked and they couldn't ask any other question? hahaha funny! i thought someone asked about her and Irish there but i was disappointed when i didn't read any topic like that. well, maybe next time, when Ronnie can stay longer that he did today. haha. btw, he only stayed for about 15 mins and posted only 4 messages because he said that he still hasn't bought a gift for her mom so he was really rushing earlier. haha. so yeah. that's about it. i just feel like telling it to all of you. haha. especially if you're a Macaronnie, you should be one of the people in there, right?

so that leads me to Irish. err. haha. i hope she visits our thread too, sometime. i miss her soo much! i don't even think she's gotten the chance to go online yet, because of her uberly hectic schedule. well, i hope she gets to go online soon. even atleast before they come back from their Holiday Vacation :D aymishoo Irish! send your Ktext already. hahahaha! let us know what you're doing right now, gahdd, damnit.

please be gone =|

i've been sick for a week now :| and still, my voice isn't yet back to normal. i even got my brother sick, and now, he's at a doctor appointment with my mom. i thought the medicine that my mom bought for me the other day would cure everything soon but it never did. it seems like after i took a few tablets from one of the two different medicines that i have, my voice even got worse. my fever went away already but my cough and cold feel like staying in me for still quite some time. i hate it. Can they just go away? how come it seems like i always get sick each year that Christmas comes? i hate being sick. well, ofcourse everybody does, but hell, whenever i get sick, it takes forever for me to get better. that's why as much as possible, i'm trying to avoid anything that can get me sick. but this time, i didn't notice it coming. please be gone :|

PDA FEVER is still ongoing :| but i miss it way too much. i miss Irish like hell. the only thing that keeps me updated from whatever she's doing now is her one and only KTEXT. sadly, i only depend on my co-Irisholics that got the chance to subscribe to her ktext because I, myself, don't own a cellphone anymore, so there is absolutely no way i can get that ktext update at any time. i'm hearing some news that Irish and Ronnie are now part of Warner and Universal Records. i think it's already confirmed, and hell, i don't know how to express what i feel about it anymore. Thank God she's not part of Star Records because from what i see, they don't take care of their talents as much, and i don't want Irish to be just like the other artists of Star Records that never had the chance to shine. I'm just happy [: I also heard that Alfie Lorenzo is her manager now. WOAAH? are you freaking' serious? like, are you serious? hahahaha! i didn't know he managed anyone else besides Judy Ann Santos. WOAAH! if this is confirmed already, i gotta know, so i can be the happiest person in the this galaxy called Milky way! hahaha. i'm looking forward to seeing Irish in a lot of shows next year [: there's absolutely no way to describe how much i miss Irish, and how much i'm missing her each and every day that flies. yeah, corny, whatever, i'm just idolizing a person with oozing talent, oozing looks, and oozing personality.

i'm making a new multiply account sometime soon [: can't wait to take lots of pictures again with my new camera. hahaha. finally, my dream camera will soon be in my hands. oh baybeeeeeh. i'm bored here :| there's nothing to do besides eat, sleep, go online, watch tv, listen to ipod. that's absolutely how boring my life goes every day, since i'm sick! i'm bored. i'mma do my hair later. hahahaha! and i'm getting my nails done tomorrow, cccchhhhyeeaaahhh!!

friiiiiiends, let's go out after Christmas [: Iris, let's go out. haha. okayyyyyyy, i'll edit laaaturrrr.

it's done. it's over :|

f*ck, i'm still alive. Lol. anyways, i've been really sick since Thursday afternoon after i took my finals, that's why i haven't blogged since then. i'm soo sorry about that. Friday and Saturday were the worst days of my life. my v0ice was gone, literally. i took my "tylenol" tablets like food because my head was hurting soo bad and my throat was killing me :| i even recorded my voice using my mic on the computer and the result was shit. my voice was freaky. seriously, you don't even wanna hear it. haha. thank god i feel much and much better now. i have a voice now but it's totally not normal yet. i'm still coughing every 10 seconds or so, and i still sneeze like there's no tomorrow. i hate being sick :| my mom bought me a bunch of fruits the other day and i almost finished it all. i waaaant my normal voice back. i couldn't even scream during the Grand Dream Night while i was watching it on tv because my voice was freaking' retarded.

look at the new graduate. Lol. i miss Irish ='( i really do. f*ck. i thought they were going to come back to the academy after the Grand Dream Night but they never did. i cried like hell after the Dream Night. i'm gonna miss Irish soo much. i'm gonna miss seeing her eating an apple each morning after she wakes up. i'm gonna miss seeing her ironing her hair after she gets out of the bathroom. whaaaaa! i'm gonna miss her sooo much. damnit. i want PDA back. i miss miss miss Irish ='( she was the only reason why i subscribed to that 24/7 thing. i don't really care if she didn't get in the top 3, because i was already the happiest person when she got in the top 6. i love Irish soo much [oops, don't trip on this one. i'm sure some people are thinking about stupid things out of this but whatever] i hope i see more of Irish after this show. she's one heck of a girl. she can sing, dance, act, play the piano, violin, etc. she has it all. i'm gonna miss recording her videos from 24/7 i'm also gonna miss taking her screencaps from 24/7 . OMG, it's been only 2 days and i'm going craaazy already :| i miss Irish sooooo much... whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ='( i waaaaaant PDA back!

i made her a fansite, and i promise to keep it updated everyday :D VISIT it if you want, all her pics, scaps, vids, etc, are all there. CLICK ME IF YOU'RE READY :D

i feel like shit.

i wish i can still be as skinny as i was 4 months ago :| [click the picture to enlarge] i mean, look at me now. obviously, i don't like how i look anymore :| i feel like i'm soo fat, even if majority of the people are against it. i gained soo much weight ever since i quit going out with my friends every single day and going home suuper late. i miss my old life :| i miss being skinny. but i guess i'm happy about the way life treats me now. i just really hate how i gain weight each and every day of my life. err. it's annoying. no more coca cola. haha jaykay! i mean, look at that picture on the left and look at my picture now. they're suuper way different from each other, aren't they? haha well, just imagine how i look now. hahaha! if you see me every day at school, you know what i'm saying [: you feel me ? haha.

i'm sick again :| mom bought me a basket of fruits today which consists mostly of apples, bananas, and oranges. thanks ma [: i've been eating them since earlier, and up and until now, my throat still itches :| i feel horrible. i have a feeling i would most probably lose my voice tomorrow because i don't have my normal voice at this moment anymore. today at school, when i was taking the finals for Chem, i kept on barking [coughing] like a dog. it was irritating, especially since i had that pressure in me while taking the damn test. when finals were over, i left the freaking classroom right away and coughed my heart out. err. it was aweful. when i came home, i took a rest for awhile and drank lots and lots of water, which didn't work, actually :| so instead, i just took a long warm shower and rested for another while. guess what? it didn't work either. i still feel aweful up to now :| whaa. i don't know what to do anymore.

anyways. i'm not going to school tomorrow :| today was my last day. hahaha! oh yeah, yesterday, Iris and I went to Mcdonalds and hung out there for quite a while, then *censored* came with *censored*. whaaaa. me and Iris were laughing like hell. *censored* saw us and even said hi to me. it was funny 'cause we were just talking about *censored* before they came, then suddenly, they just appeared out of nowhere. but omg, i got soo effin shocked i couldn't believe my eyes with what i saw -_- shit man. that's totally screwed.

Christmas is coming [: my mom is taking me shopping on Saturday! yeahyuhh! we're spending Christmas at either my Uncle's house or Tita Dina's [my mom's bestfriend's house]. my mom still hasn't decided but either one, it's fine with me. haha. so, should i stop now, or should i not? uhmm. i guess i should. i mean, STOP now. hahaha weird. my throat's killing me :|

who said i look cute asleep? hahaha "i look cute MY ASS". hahaha! you know you wanna sleep with me [; haha jaykay. i <3

err :| blogger is annoying.

i hate it. blogspot is acting weird again. i can't change the url of my old site because it kept saying that the user is already in use, but when i checked if it's really not avalaible, it kept saying "blogger account does not exist". err. wth's wrong with blogger? it's pissing the hell outa me.

on the brighter note, it took me almost forever to edit this layout which was originally made by my Pakner Ejay [: Thanks Pakner. hahaha! i love love love it. i didn't do that much changes in it 'cause i don't want to mess it up so i'll just leave it as simple as this. hahaha!

gotta go. i'mma change the url of this damn site when blogger is not retarded anymore :|

let the countdown begin [:

4 days to go [: can't wait for the Big Night, but yet, again, i still don't want it to end :| i can't believe how days went by so quickly. i still remember when i first subscribed to the 24/7 LS during mid-September and i remember how i got super hooked to it so fast. now, i can't even believe that it's almost coming to an end :| i'm gonna miss this show soo much :| it will never be the same without it :|

hell week :|

finals start tomorrow which will last until Thursday :| cool, right? haha. tomorrow is nothing. i'm only taking my Math Finals then for RO, we're just going to chill for the whole 2 hours [: then we get off at 12:10. yay! that's until Thursday. yeaboi. haha! i'm bringing food tomorrow. haha! Kim asked me to try California Burrito since i haven't tasted it at all. haha. i wanna taste it soo bad, but i used to think it was gross. whatever, i'm finally eating one tomorrow. hahaha! freaking' Kim :| jaykay! wheeeeeeeeee. we're leaving early [: hahah! that's all in my mind right now. i don't care about the finals. i haven't even studied for Math yet. well, i don't even plan on studying at all. haha! i'm wathing PDA 24/7. hahahaha.

i'm excited for Christmas. shizzz. my mom told us [me and janjan] last night what she's going to give us on Christmas and guess what? my lil brother is getting a laptop while i'm getting a Sony Digital Camera [: yeaboi. hahaha. i don't think it's unfair because my brother deserves the laptop and my mom really promised him that he will buy him one since he's always in honor roll in his school [: hahaha! my mom goes "jaja, this is your third camera na. if you don't take care of it, bahala ka na sa buhay mo". hahah! then i go "ma, my Canon is not even broken yet, it just needs a freaking' lithium which costs less than $5 lang." hahaha. she said she's gonna buy a lithium coin for it but i have to give the camera to janjan [: haha. well, it's okay [: i'm getting a Sony one anyway so it doesn't matter. hahahaha! i love my mommy [: oh yeah, she gave me a Starbucks giftcard too that has a balance of $30. yay! i love you ma. hahaha. can't wait for Christmas. janjan's soo lucky. he's getting a freaking' laptop and he's only 12 :| spoiled ass shit. haha jaykay! as what my mom says: "it's his prize".

i just recently learned how to peel an apple's skin :| i know :| I SUCK! i don't even know how to do my own laundry, or don't even know how to work that shit. i don't know how to cook rice too :| whaaaaaaaaaaaa. I SUCK! i don't know how to cook either :| i'm such a sucky person. i should learn how to do those things asap. before the world ends.

my lil brother met up with her girlfriend at the park last Saturday [: wheeeee! his girl is pretty. hahaha. i saw her pictures lots of times in myspace and she's hella pretty. hahaha. my neighbor had a party that day and janjan was invited in it so he had to go home right away. hahahahaha. they were freaking' loud all night. i couldn't hear my speakers at all. hahaha.

i love the song Iris by Goo Goo Dolls [: it makes me cry each time i listen to it. i put it in my myspace so ya'll should hear it. yupp, it's the song Yvan sang on Saturday when he got expelled. the teachers were crying, audience were crying, scholars were crying, and even Toni Gonzaga was crying too [: after he sung it, Toni went up the stage and hugged Yvan and told him that he was her bet from the start. too bad, not a lot of people supported him :| i freaking' love the song. i'm gonna change my song here tomorrow and change it to "Iris" for just awhile [:

You deserve it [:

"Aranetaaaaaaa. Here comes Irish"

Congratulations Irish! you truly are one of a kind. if you just knew how nervous i was yesterday, omg. my heart was going "tsug tsug" so fast. haha. i was soo scared, especially when it was only her and Rosita who were left standing at the center stage. to tell you honestly, when Nikki Gil was about to tell the name of the next scholar who will get expelled, i minimized my screen window where PDA was showing, right away and i just looked down because i didn't wanna hear Irish's name being called as the next expelled one. at some point there, i really thought it was going to be Irish who will get booted out, because the way Nikki Gil talked was like a message to Irish that she should begin to learn to live life outside of the academy. Thankfully, God loves her soo much. he didn't forget about her. he was really the one who helped her go through these. he's been soo good to her, and i can't really ask for more. i'm soo happy that Irish reached this far. my subscription for 24/7 is really worth it. Irish is my winner!

ever since PDA started last August 26, 2006, i knew i am going to idolize this girl. not only because she's pretty, but she's hella such a good person inside and out. her personality stood out right away and her very very first song called "Ikaw lang ang mahahalin" was really the first one to get stuck in my head. after that moment i saw her sung on stage, i finally realized that i MUST really subscribe to the 24/7 thing. and without having any second thoughts, i subscribed to it right away without even telling my mom that i'm going to use her credit card. honestly speaking, it really is worth every single second. no regrets, PDA is such an addicting show. that's where i saw the real Irish. the real Irish who is actually very down to earth, very friendly, very thoughtful, very kind, very hard working and very passionate about her chosen career. behind her beautiful face, who would have thought that this girl can actually get along with those girls who're not as pretty as her? she is soo nice. she gets along with everybody, that's why i don't blame her that everyone in the academy is really close to her. For me, Irish is really a winner. even if i haven't met her personally at all, it seems like i've already known her before. just by the way she shows her true self on tv, i can already define how beautiful she is inside and out, inside and out of the academy [: GOOD LUCK RISH! i'll be praying hard for you [: and as what i always say: "Irish lang" [: haha everyone in PEX copied my trademark and put their fave scholar in there. haha!

freaking' insomnia :|

i feel kinda sleepy. i should get atleast a few hours of sleep instead of staying up all night and wait for the final Expulsion Night to start :| but then, i've already had 3 hours of good nap this afternoon when i came home from school. well yeah, i'll just most probably take a good 2 hour nap or something. haha! what the? why am i saying this? hahaha. anyways, it's 12:06 AM now so this is gonna be posted on a Saturday. err i hate it when this happens, 'cause then, people can't relate to what i'm trying to say. or, can they? haha.

err. hell week is coming :| finals on the 12th until the 14th. so basically, hella torture on those 3 days :| well atleast, we get to leave at 12:10. yeaboi. can't wait 'til Thursday [: Teressa and I are going shopping. hell yeah! hahaha. i saved a total of a hundred dollars in less than 3 weeks. *ehem* thanks mom for the big allowance these past few weeks. love you to death [: haha! can't wait :D then Friday's our last day, which i don't plan on going since we're just getting our reportcards and then assembly and that's it. yeah, i just most probably stay home and wait for the Big Night the next morning. i'm feeling sad now. i don't want PDA to end yet. i know i'm gonna cry to bits. but hell, this will be the last time i will subscribe to any of the ABS CBN's livestreams. after this, NOMORE! they suck big time. they cut off livestreams for no reason. it's crap. if it wasn't for my favorite scholar at all, i wouldn't even extend my subsciption for this shit anymore. but damn, can't help it. my addiction is contagious. haha! Irish rocks my socks [: hell. i'm soo scared for later :|

nakapagtataka

"Hindi ka ba napapagod, O di kaya nagsasawa, Sa ating mga tampuhang walang hanggang katapusan"

love love love this song. it makes me cry every time i hear it playing :| Spongecola's version is theee best. love it love it love it. CLICK HERE to listen to it [: feel free to cry [: it will totally make you teary-eyed because the lyrics of the song is hella powerful. MYMP's version is alright but i think it's way too slow. hahaha. i like Spongecola's rendition the most. i love you Yael. you're the tightest! haha. can't stop, can't stop, can't stop listening to this song :| i'm into Tagalog songs now [: i'll update my ipod on the weekend and put lots of Tagalog, Oldies, and OPM's in it [:

yesterday, when i was walking to get in class with Kim, he told me something that shocked the hell out of me. i thought at first he was just making his own story but when he started elaborating the whole story to me, i started getting teary-eyed and even told him that he should've not started telling it to me. i got really shocked and it bothered me the whole entire class :| i didn't get to concentrate on my work because my mind was only focussed on that thing. i was soo sad, and mad, and turned off all at the same time :| Kim said he wanted to tell it to me because he knew what my reaction was gonna be, and i really was disappointed. it's about someone. someone who's name shall not be posted here :| i still can't believe it up to now :| how could he do that? in front of everybody? shit.

today, i was too lazy to go to school but i was forced to go because i had to present our project in English class. Thank goodness, everything went smoothly. presenting in front of everybody is not a problem with me. what bothers me the most is the questions that they ask us after we present. sometimes, they're out of topic, and sometimes, they ask non-sense questions just to be able to open their damn mouths. hahahaha. i think we got a good grade on it [: the 9/11 found poem thingy, wheeeee, i came up with that. hahaha!

during Lunch, Faye and I ditched school. hahaha. i asked everyone i know if they wanted to come with me since i didn't wanna go to RO class but only Faye approved my damn invitation [haha love you Faye]. well, RO class is okay, but i didn't wanna suit up and freaking' run 4 laps today! and to top it all, i wasn't in the mood of wearing that damn shorts for 2 freaking' hours. hello? it was freezing cold today :| so like yeah, during lunch time around 12, me and Faye went to the parking lot wherein the gate's always open. hahaha. at first, a teacher saw us. haha. i think it was Mrs. Espinosa. she asked us where we were about to go and we were just quiet for like 3 seconds. hahaha. then Faye goes "Do you know where Mrs. Dumaran's class is?" hahaha i was like laughing inside like hell. we pretended we didn't know where Ginang's class was just to get out of trouble. hahaha. Thank god the teacher didn't notice that our plan was really supposed to ditch. hahaha. when she left, we waited for like a minute to pass then we started running towards the gate, away from school. hahahaha. when we finally reached outside, me and Faye couldn't help ourselves but LAUGH! hahah. we were prolly laughing for like 5 minutes thinking about how stupid we were for first, lying to a teacher, and second for running like lost cats on the road. haha. it was fun though! we walked to go to Popeye's and stayed in there until 2:30. hahaha. for two hours, all we did was talk, laugh, and all those crazy stuff a teenager would do when they're high. hahaha jaykay. it was worth the wait though [: we got to open up to each other and talked about certain stuffs we know we should have not talked about. haha. 3 words: IT WAS FUN! hahaha. Faye is my new ditching partner now. hahahahahaha!! Thank god we didn't get caught. shiznit, we were almost there. hahahahaha!! right now, i'm waiting for the school to call so i can be the one to answer it. haha. i don't want my mom to know 'cause she'll for sure kill me once she finds out. haha! ohmygoodness!

Chem notebook is due tomorrow so i shall start working my ass off [: hmmp. nevermind, i'll do it later when everyone's sleeping already. hahaha. i'mma watch PDA 24/7 now 'cause Irish's voice class has already started [: byeee kids! don't ditch school! it's bad. hahahaha!

GO I-R-I-S-H!

lovapalooza

Family Searches For Clues In Disappearance Of Local Honors Student

The family of a missing 17-year-old is terrified as well as mystified as to what has happened to the Sweetwater High School honors student.

They're convinced her disappearance is directly linked to the popular MySpace website.

Larisha Blackledge's family truly believes she is being held against her will by a man she met on MySpace.com. Now they want answers as they continue to search for her.

omg. that is soo freaky. that aweful news is all over the news right now, and even in my own school where she currently studies as well, everyone has been talking about it. just think about what myspace can do to us. it's not safe anymore. good thing i'm not addicted to it anymore unlike before. i just hope that she's safe from the danger she's in right now! i may not know her personally but since she goes to my school, i still care for her. i'm more scared now :|

anyway... moving on. i'll post some pics of Irish with the guys she's being paired with inside the academy. just take a look at the pics and decide to yourself who's better with her as a loveteam? maybe. haha.

PAIR # 1 - Irish & Geoff: the very first guy she was paired with inside the academy. i must admit, Geoff is hot. haha. he is the matinee idol of PDA. he really is hot, but it seems like Irish treats him only as her younger brother. haha! poor Geoff. he also admitted before that the only girl he likes in the academy is none other than Irish. he said that he likes her because not only she's beatiful, but also smart and kind..

hmm.. those scaps were taken at Yeng's debut wherein Geoff danced Irish with a slow dance [: aawe! how sweet of him.. shizz Geoff, you're a hottie. hahaha!

PAIR # 2 - Irish Ronnie: if i were to pick, i really want Ronnie to be Irish's love pair when they get out of the academy. they just freaking' look good together. haha! "When Boy Handsome meets Girl Gorgeous" - that's the thread i made for them in PEX! i love these two to bits. well, i don't really like Ronnie as he is but i so like him for Irish [:

so these past few weeks/days, it seems like he's really trying to get close with Irish! lately, he has been doing things for her that he doesn't normally do before. like giving her free massage before going to sleep, talking to her for absolutely no reason, and such! he's cute, and i hope Irish doesn't take this negatively. haha. c'mon, we all know Irish used to hate him. but hey, they really are a cute couple. i truly believe that they will both make it outside [:

PAIR # 3 - Irish and Chad: another cute people according to lots of people [: yupp, i'm also one of those people who believe that they have a good chemistry together. Chad is damn fine and Irish is freaking' drop-dead gorgeous. hahaha. what else can you ask for? right? haha! and what's up with the flower, Chad? hahahaha. i think he has a crush on her, 'cause if he doesn't, he wouldn't give away a flower just like that. especially at night before going to bed? haha i don't think so! hmmm Chad! hahaha.

if i were to pick again.. i would like it to be a love trio between Chad, Irish and Ronnie. hahaha! now, what else can you really ask for? hahaha!

PAIR # 4 - Irish and Jay-R: haha. Jay-R admitted before that he thinks Irish is really beautiful. and a few times before, when Iya wasn't yet expelled, she kept asking Jay-R is he has a crush on Irish! hahaha. can you smell "jealousy" out there? hahaha. well, who wouldn't have a crush on Irish, right? haha. she freaking' has everything already! damnit. hahaha.

i used to want Irish for Jay-R but after a few days, i was like, "uhh. nevermind. Jay-R's way better with Yeng". chyupp. haha! he can be Irish's bestfriend though since Emman's not there anymore. hahaha. oh nevermind, Jay-R really does call Irish "BES". hahaha!

PAIR # 5 - Irish and Emman: ehem Emman. we all think you're obsessed with Irish already! hahahaha. she's not a bestfriend to you anymore, is she? haha damn! just by the way you acted these past few weeks, we all thought you've been kinda different to her. hahaha. your actions proved it all.. hahaha! stop hugging her like there's no tomorrow! but anyway. you're still Irish's bestfriend and nothing can change that! hahaha..

that's all for now! :)) hahaha! i know Yvan used to like her too but i don't have scaps of him with Irish so whatever. hahha damn Irish [haba ng hair mo] hahahahaha... you rock my socks! for me, you and Ronnie are still the cutest! haha then you and Chad. hahahaha.

BREAKING NEWS: Luis visited Irish in the academy to give her flowers.. whaaaaa! hahaha. can you think what i'm thinking? hahaha. yupp, Irish has a crush on Luis and even got jealous when Alvin gave Panky a boquet of flowers so she said she hopes Luis can give her flowers too.. hahaha. then about 5 minutes ago, Luis came inside and gave her a boquet.. whaaaaa.. Irish is soo craazy up to now.. whahahaha!! omg. i was screaming earlier like hell.. wahahahaha!!!

Randomsity [:

hey readers [: first of all, Happy Sunday to all of you. Christmas is really fast approaching. next thing we knew, it's almost a minute away or something. i must admit, i used to love love love Christmas. but i don't know what the hell happened and it seems like i don't even wanna celebrate Christmas anymore. there's really something about it that makes me super duper sad. i know it's not only because of my longing to see the ones i truly love 'cause i know there's something deeper than that, that makes this holiday very lonely for me. screw those gifts you receive, screw the money and all those material matters you get. sure, we all want those, but Christmas is not just about that. how i wish people knew what Christmas really meant :| it's kind of impossible though since all of us are selfish. very selfish :|

i have a project due this week for Chem, and hell, it's driving me nuts. no it's not hard at all, but it's hella depressing. i have tons of problems about school already and it still keeps piling up each day. i'm concerned about my grades :| i'm concerned about the CSF thing. i'm hella desperate to graduate in white. these past few months, i've been getting good grades from my classes but i'm just so scared that i might not get to sustain those good marks on my record this time. finals are coming up, and it's hella 25% of our final grade for this semester. some are even 50%. if you talk about academics and tests and class participation and such, i've no problem with it. i do well on tests, i do well on presentations, i do well in every thing they ask me to do. yet, the problem is still with me. i could actually even count how many times i did hw this past week. ZERO TIMES! Who cares, right? well, i care. i rarely do homework, or better yet, i never do homework :| i feel soo dazed. that simple thing worth a lot to me but yet i can't even do it. i'm afraid i'm gonna get kicked out of the CSF thing once i show Ms. O'Brian my final grades for this semester! i'm really scared. i need to have good grades. lately, i've been getting A's and B's. no C's, but this time, i think i will get a couple "C's" and it really frightens me. pray for me, yeah?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YENGGAY -- Ate Irish

hahaha! welcome to the other side of my ramblings [: let's get high, for once. hahaha! Happy Birthday Yeng [: i loved how the scholars really waited for 12:00 to strike last night just to be able to get together and party with Yeng with the candles and stuff. haha! it was soo cuute, especially when they were rushing to light all the candles because the long hand of the clock was almost touching it's short hand. hahaha! then when the clocked reached it's time, all of 'em started singing the Happy Birthday song to the debutant slowly, until it reached it's fastest speed. hahahaha! it was soo fun! after that, they had a lil cotillion dance on the kitchen floor and Yeng was going around, dancing with each guy scholar. it was soo cuute. then the other scholars started dancing with their desired partners, and Ronnie asked Irish to dance with him. it was soo cute. from then, i realized that they really look good together. when i watched some of their videoes together, i can't help but say "aawe" every single time. they really make such a cute couple. when i posted some of their pics up on PEX, everyone started saying that they want them to be paired up when they go out. hahaha! it was soo funny, but hella cute at the same time. then, the people there decided to make an exclusive thread for them so all of their fans can all gather in there. hahaha. since i'm the one who always starts the PDA thread, they asked me to make one and i did [: hahaha! i'm happy that people are appreciating it. i'm also happy that A LOT of people really think that Ron and Rish have a really good chemistry! Handsome meets Gorgeous [: oh hell yeah! hahahahaha. Chad likes Irish too and a lot of people also like them as a loveteam. hahahaha! Irish's hair is all the way on the ground. jaykay [: even if she doesn't get along with Ronnie that much, i still must say, they're a PERFECT COMBINATION [: hahahahaha!!!

some girl was against it though [: she kept saying things like Irish and Ronnie don't look good together because Irish doesn't like him and all that crap. i feel happy that only one person of her kind cared about her post. hahaha. i didn't care at all. nobody did. i mean, say all they want to say. it's too late to say that to us because we already figured out how cute they are together. and about the tandem, there's completely nothing wrong with it. they're on their way to stardom. and people can't help but pair them up with somebody! expect that to happen even if you insist that this is not a "celebrity" competetion. come to think of it, PBB was ALSO NOT even an Artista search but yet, since people saw them everyday of their lives for more than 100 days, they couldn't help but pair them up with someone they think they good look with. there's no point of blaming other people if they want Irish for Ronnie or whatsoever. it's just based on what they see on tv that gives them the idea that the two of 'em make a cute couple. it has nothing to do with the issues in the past! it's what we see, not what we hear!

Olive had a party yesterday and i didn't show up. sorry Olive :| i apologize. i promise i'll make it up to you some other time. i couldn't leave the house yesterday 'cause both my mom and my tita went to work so i had to be in the house the whole day with my lil brother. hope you understand [: i heard you guys had fun! Rhon and them were all asking me earlier why i wasn't there. i'm sorry!

me and my tita are going to stay up all night tonight. haha. why? 'cause it's Yeng brithday and we want to witness the surprise party that's going to happen later. hahaha! it starts at 7 there [Philippine Time] and it'll last for 4 hours which is until 11PM. hehe! it's gonna be soo fun, for sure. haha. i'm soo excited to watch it [; the scholars have exactly no idea about what's going to happen later. the PDA staff made them believe that they're going to have a special activity later in which they have to wear a rock costume. hahaha! Yeng knows it though [: ofcourse she has to know. hahahahaha! but Irish and them have no idea. hahaha. it's soo exciting. the expelled scholars are coming too, so for sure, Yeng's debut is gonna be super duper fun! can't wait. right now, the scholars minus Rosita and Yvan are out to work out at the gym [: they should be coming back in awhile [:

PDA IRISH.

"PDA IRISH, all the way to Araneta Colesium"

i knew she wasn't gonna leave today :D i was soo happy, i kept on shouting this morning while watching it live. hahaha! my tita was soo happy too 'cause her favorite scholar which is Yeng got the highest votes from the song she composed, so basically, the two of us kept screaming like hell! hahaha. well, she didn't really scream as loud as i did but she was soo happy. i wonder what's with Yeng that gives her the ability to write songs. haha! anyway, back to Irish, i knew she wasn't gonna leave. i knew it, i knew it. i also knew it was Eman who was gonna get voted out because he didn't have that much support from his kababayans, and it was already Direk Joey Reyes who told him that "very few people talk about him". then he told Irish that "a lot of people talk about her but they talk about how beautiful she is". he also said that he wants them to talk about how good a singer she is. then he goes "we have the same problem". hahaha! well, Irish is good, it's just that, the songs that they pick for her aren't always the ones that soothe her vocal powers. haha. speaking of her performances, i loved loved loved her performance today. i was almost into tears when i watched her sang the song. "Hiram" is such a powerful song and really is a hard song and i was just so happy that she got to pull it off [: the emotions, the shades and everything were all there. totally one of the best performances she had! i'm also happy that a lot of people from the forums appreciated her song as much as i did. she totally gave a damn good performance today!! when Toni announced the first saved scholar, i noticed that Irish was always holding a rosary each time she got nominated. that really made me idolize her even more. she's such a God-fearing person. and i loved how she always reads her nobena and prays the rosary before she sleeps and when she wakes up! beautiful inside and out! i've uploaded tons of vids today after the Gala Night so i'm hoping you'd want to see all of 'em. they're really fun, especially the one where the guys were saying their good night's to the girls. hahaha! Chad, you like Irish? hahaha! click click click!

my mama went to a Christmas Party today at her friend's house and she asked me to do her make up and hair. haha! yupp, i did [: i put her hair up in a bun and left some hair on the side, then covered it with hairspray! it looks soo cute, especially with what's she's wearing. haha it really does fit the outfit [: then i did her make up [: i couldn't find the bag that contains all my make up in there so i just used the ones that i usually bring to school. it was all in a rush because my mom was almost late for the party! so there. haha!! then she left.. thanks to me [: hahahaha.

i'm going shopping [: on uhmm. sometime next week. prolly with Ninang and Christine. haha. yupp, with my own money baby!! my brother's so jealous 'cause he thinks i got lots of money. haha, duh "i save" now. Ninang's in "Mexico" right now. she left Friday and she's leaving Mexico on Monday! err. sucker! haha. miss you Ninang. make sure you go to "CABO". hahahahaha!!!

oh yeah, Joyce and Christine are planning for a Christmas Party for all of us [: i told them i want it formal so everyone's gonna wear a dress or something pretty. hahaha! but i don't care if we just wear our casual clothes [: as long as i get to be with all of 'em for the whole day! i'm soo stoked. i think we'll do it on the 22nd. still not sure but they're planning it already! can't wait. something to look forward to this year [: oh yeah, me and my family are spending Christmas at my Uncle Tony's house. Thank God!

the scholars are back! yey [: they just got back from their ASAP guesting. well, not really. haha they actually danced along with Nikki Gil and the rest of the expelled scholars. can't wait to watch it. i subscribed to ABS CBN NOW earlier 'cause i don't wanna wait 'til tomorrow to watch it. hahahaha! sucker! i spent again! it's okay [: i got to watch Hearty and Echo's Yoursong episode and their Homeboy episode anyways so everything's worth the pay! hahaha. i love love love Hearty. stfu, she's still my #1 idol fyi. i loved the Homeboy episode. shizzz, can't stop watching it. whaaaaaa! hahahah. i'll watch it again later, then prolly record it when Irish is asleep or something 'cause i don't wanna miss any of her exposures on the 24/7 cams. hahaha!

PDA IRISH. Voting is now officially Open! [: thank you to everyone who voted for her [: i really really did appreciate it. Yengsters, Churvers, Tuesday Revolution, thanks a lot [: hahaha! Irisholics, we're the best! and to all the members of Bond Squad and Joanation who voted for her, thank you also! and to everybody else, suuper THANK YOU! this is not it yet [: we still have to vote for her. PDA IRISH. PDA IRISH. or buy your epins now [: Thank You Very Much!